Finally I have downloaded app for blogger and now this is my first post through my phone :P and guess it's for whom?
I haven't blogged for a while and for the first time I didn't felt like it also. The time has been hard and this is something which is not new to me . But this time it's different. The heaviness cease to go from my heart no matter what I do. I have always felt that I am surly not the God's favourite child but then I am his baby and I need him now by my side :(
Where are you God and why you always make me believe that you favour your naughtier children more. I did everything to make you happy and still I think I lost to them :( . I have even passed the stage of questioning you that why it's me everytime. Like other times I have to face it and fight back and I will , as they say "something that won't kill you , will make you stronger" .
Just wishing that someday you will look upon this girl of yours and realise how much she wanted you to be by her side. I wish that day to come soon ...
Surviving 2024
6 months ago
I am sure God is around when you need him the most. Wait up! he is about to tap your shoulder in a while.
ReplyDeleteMuch strength and happiness to u.
God is within you... you will realize it and that will give you strength... you won't look on your sides, you'll look within yourself... and i believe that day will come soon, or perhaps it has already come! :)
ReplyDeleteDon't worry, be happy! :)